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Friday, 30 November 2007

  • 如果你也聽說

     

     

    depress                    depress27

     

    張惠妹 - 如果你也{聽說}

     

    突然發現站了好久　不知道要往哪走                                                                   
    還不想回家的我　再多人陪只會更寂寞
    許多話題關於我　就連我也有聽過                                   
    我的快樂要被認可　    委屈卻沒有人訴說

      夜把心　洋蔥般剝落
    　拿掉防衛剩下什麼
    　為什麼脆弱時候想你更多                                                            

      如果你也聽說　有沒有想過我                                                             
    　像普通　舊朋友　還是你　依然會心疼我
    　好多好多的話想對你說　懸著一顆心沒著落
    　    要怎麼負荷　捨不得又無可奈何   

      如果你也聽說　會不會相信我
    　對流言　會附和　還是你　知道我還是我
    　跌跌撞撞才明白了許多　懂我的人就你一個
    　想到你想起我　胸口依然溫熱

    許多話題關於我　就連我也有聽過
    我想我寧可都沉默　解釋反而顯得做作

    如果你也聽說　有沒有想過我
    像普通　舊朋友　還是你　依然會心疼我
    跌跌撞撞才明白了許多　懂我的人就你一個
    想到你想起我　胸口依然溫熱                                                                   
    如果你想起我　你會想到什麼                                                               

     

        

                                                                                                                              NATALIE

Monday, 26 November 2007

  • The Last Borken Tears

    When we broke up, you said you'd always love me. ''Always'' you said, always we'd be friends. But soon I saw you wanted nothing of me and then I understood that's how it ends.

    You said, "Well, it's much harder than I thought." I guess it's always easier to lie . I guess it doesn't matter why we failed, Or why I love you in the year of December .  You said we are the closest friend, But do you mean goodbye? Is that the easy way to end the wish without the why? and so with you I cannot simply smile and stay aloof. I take the risk of asking frankly for the untold truth.

    After the last train has come and gone. I still pray for you for a better life even though what happened lies too deep for me to know. ALthough you are with someone else , I'll repsect the choice you made and all you decided on that day.

                                                                                          

                                                                                                           Natalie

                                            

Thursday, 15 November 2007

  • Her Own Sad Song

    She goes about her day to day and does her duties perfection .

    She cries alone but no one knows.

    She seems to be so perfect but not one single flaws.

    Everyone looks at her with envy if they only knew it all.

    Her heart aches with loneliness and her tears disguised with pride .

    Why does she care what they think its becoming too much for her to hide.

    Sitting in her room all day long , she is sitting there singin her own sad song. A song about mistery , a song about hope , a song about her problem and how to cope. She doesnt think she can deal with this anymore..

    SHE’VE BEEN PRAYING SINCE YESTERDAY DOWN ON HER KNEES

    ASKING GOD PLEASE FORGIVE HER

    BUT SHE DON'T THINK HE HEARS HER

    BECAUSE EVERY TIME SHE PRAYS SHE'S SAYING GOD PLEASE GIVE HER.

    IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG SO SHE KEEP PRAYING ON HER KNEES.

    THEY HURT

    PLUS GOD WON'T SAY NOTHING BACK.......

Saturday, 27 October 2007

  • All by my own~~

    no-more-tears bloody I totally feel so lost these few days...There is no direction for me.. i think all the time i used to laugh and now i wish i would just die , how did so much mistery come to my life and now all i had are though of suicide .

    Crying everynight is not the way to live. i should hang out with all my friends but these thought of suicide haunt my head... Alone walking through life without any pride how can you be satisfied living your life like you do .No one will know how I live , No one will know who I am , No one will ever get to know me
    Because I am destined to spend my life alone .I am always alone. It’s no fun to be alone to do everything on your own .To live with no recognition and share my pride with no one. Wanting to have someone to live my life with . But for now , I will continue alone ..... And all alone.

     

     

                                                                                                                                _Nat_

Monday, 22 October 2007

  • Searching In All Wrong Places

    My life is being ruined , everythings is going wrong . I'm still waiting for perfect someone , when i need someone to cry on , your shoulder will be there. If i ever feeling ugly , you say my kind of beauty is rare.

    I never wanted you to love me , you didnt even have to care  , i just want you to talk to me  ,and stop pretending i'm not there.... You never even have to apologize because we can put it all behind . Would it be less awkward for us if we gave it abit more time ?????  Because i'm not a little girl anymore ~~

     

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                                                                                                                                _Nat_ miaoz...

                 

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